This is for your glory Jesus!!! Less of me more of you.
Good morning my loves!!! So let me start off by letting y’all know that I have ALWAYS been a troublemaker. I had always been that “black sheep ” in the family. I remember my Mom always used to say “you only make things harder for YOURSELF when you don’t do right!” Oh how true that is. For whatever reason I always chose to learn the hard way. See most “normal” people are able to look and learn from other people’s mistakes. Unfortunately for me I was never “normal.” I would do something….knowing what the end result would be…..but did it anyway and thought ” oh it won’t end like that for me” or ” this time it will be different!” Although I didn’t grow up around drugs I still knew what would happen to me if I used them. I don’t know why….but it seemed like it was destined for me to become a drug addict! I was 14 years old and got hooked up with this 41 year old man. I was “so in love” with that creep. He showed me a little attention and that was all it took for me! I was determined to keep ALL his attention on me. So when I felt my grip on him slipping, I went out and made a whole life changing move. I just didn’t know the severity of it at that time. I went out and got on crack cocaine!! All because he said he USED to do it….I wish I knew what was about to become of my life. Wasn’t nothing “normal” or right about that ENTIRE situation. As we go through this journey I will reveal a whole lot more…don’t even worry. My point for today is….LIFE IS GOING TO BE DIFFICULT NO MATTER IF YOU LIVING THE RIGHT WAY OR THE WRONG WAY!!! So why not go ahead and do things the right way?! Ain’t nobody asking you to be perfect. God most definitely isn’t! That’s not even a realistic expectation that He has for you. HE IS PERFECT FOR YOU!!! One thing you will see me say a lot is LIFE IS CHOICE DRIVEN. Let’s keep it real at the end of the day you gonna do what you wanna do…..BUT why not just go ahead and do what’s right?! You will save yourself a whole lot of headache and heartaches. I’m trying to get my 14 year old son to understand that right now! But he want to buck….and OKAY that’s what I’m gonna let him do. As a parent all I can do is TEACH him and be an EXAMPLE of everything that I’m saying. Our Heavenly Father is the same way……He ain’t gonna force you to do anything. But what He will do is TEACH you and SHOW you what is the right. Question is……do you want life to be harder because you want to do what’s wrong OR do you want to make your life easier by doing what’s right? It’s your choice…..